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  • #exactly #love #relationships #psychology #smarts
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  • #ohmygosh #memories #today #tomorrow #terror #fear #why
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my whole life i’ve just been “that smart girl.” the one who knows everything and that’s how people knew me. that’s how i identified myself—how i knew who i was. i was… a nerd. a musician. a bookworm. a golfer. all of that. slowly i’ve lost all of those things i valued and… i don’t think i know who i am anymore. i’m no longer as smart as i thought i was. i don’t think i’m a good musician or golfer. i haven’t been reading as much, so i can’t identify by that anymore, either. i’ve lost myself and i’m trying so hard to find me and i just… i can’t. i’m lost and scared and insecure. and nobody sees it. when we hear about identifying ourselves, i don’t think we think about what that really means. it means “who do we think we are?” what makes us… us? once you know who you are… it’s like oh wow! i knownow. it makes so much sense. but if you lose those things you found yourself to be… what then?

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  • #me #identify #knowyou
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  • #boys #yummy #scents #him
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i don’t get help because i’m the helper…

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  • #help #please #seethroughme #dontneedit
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he is literally “my type

pretty face

hot body

smart

athletic

funny

mysterious

cute little sister

has a good sense of fashion

nice, polite, humorous

he’s just so… aloof sometimes. quiet. and i feel like i get the cold shoulder all the time. hot, then cold, then hot, then cold again… maybe i’m just seeing what i want to see, something that’s not there. but then… i guess i’m just extremely stupid and trying too hard to wish for something that will never happen. so many times…

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  • #love #teens #fools #stupid #perfectguy #omg #why #unreciprocated #fuckme #fuckyou #guys
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the only reason people change is out of either inspiration or desperation…

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  • #inspire #desperate #ugh
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he was so beautiful… i just wasn’t enough for him. his beauty hurts now…

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  • #beautiful #love #pain #notenough
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  • #lol #idberich
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  • #youandme #perfect #flaws
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i took a deep breath and did what i wanted to do. not sure now if it was my best decision, even though i got what i wanted. what a gift, with a bite of venom…

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